Hunted~A Criminal Deeds Novel by Kyle Autumn

Author:Kyle Autumn [Autumn, Kyle]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Melts Hearts and Panties Press
Published: 2019-03-10T16:00:00+00:00

16

Hanna Lee

I wish I knew what keeps possessing me to do this with him. I don’t know if it’s the pure lust I feel because I haven’t been around another man in so long. I don’t know if it’s because I desire with every fiber of my being to be wanted by someone who isn’t Adam. I don’t know if it’s because I truly want to kiss this man and have him touch me. Have him inside me.

Have him really, honestly look at me and not be horrified.

I don’t know what it is.

But I don’t mind it.

I get to take with him until he flips the switch and takes from me. It’s a give-and-take in that way. I’m risking taking a beating, but that’s nothing unusual. Actually, a beating might be welcome over what I’m used to. Sore bones and bruises don’t hurt and sting quite like open cuts and sores do.

A few shoves won’t be as bad. I’ll even take getting knocked to the ground. Just no more sharp objects. Or even dull ones.

It doesn’t matter right now. All I feel in this moment are his lips on mine: rough and punishing. He grips my shoulders too hard, his fingers digging in like he’s preparing to push me away while warring with the desire to keep me this close to him. He’s just as confused as I am, it seems, because I want to run away too. Run the hell away from this man who can barely look at me without becoming infuriated—yet I can’t get close enough, either.

I’ll never get close enough.

If he can sense how much I need this, how desperately I need to control at least one area of my life, he doesn’t let me know it. He’s the same amount of desperate for some reason too, this man of few words. He grips me with an intensity even Adam didn’t possess, but it doesn’t scare me as much. Only a little, and not for the usual reasons.

Because I want it.

It’s a fucked-up thing. Me—I’m fucked up. Adam fucked me up. But I don’t have to stay that way. I see that now that I’m out in the real world, although Zane’s life seems nothing like the normal lives I’ve imagined. I don’t care. I might be able to fit in better in his.

That thought makes me break away from him to stare him in the face. Could I really fit into his world? Or is that simply the confused thought of a person who has no fucking clue what they’re doing? Does it even matter when Adam still wants me? No. the answer to that is no, so I let that thought float away like an errant balloon. Bye, thought.

Hello, taking.

Like a wanton little thing, I throw myself at him. I jump up into his arms and wrap my legs around his waist. It’s testing the waters to see how long it takes his switch to flip, and it’s a dangerous game to play—but I like it.

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